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I'm sick. And pissed. And bored out of my mind.
I can't sleep, I can't eat without making it worse, my mother is in pain and I can't stand that, my brother is never around, my father cares, but is too lazy to actually do something about it.
And my supposedly friends, who are very well aware of all of that above, still whine and cry to me about the dumbest shit EVER and actually expect me to cheer them up and complain that I'm not willing to listen and I don't give constructive criticism like before.
Even more, they question my choice of career because of that.
...Well, FUCK.
Apparently, I'm not entitled to my own pain.
You don't see me crying about every fucking thing, but guess what? I do hurt, too.
The only reason I'm still inside this house is because I don't want to leave my mother alone.
I NEED something to get my mind out of things.
Feel free to ignore. Just venting out.
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Date: 2010-02-07 01:37 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2010-02-07 01:45 pm (UTC)From:thanks, dear~
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Date: 2010-02-07 01:39 pm (UTC)From:*and then DISTRACTS*
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Date: 2010-02-07 01:46 pm (UTC)From:AWWWWWWN... I want all of them. *gushes* number 6 and number 3 <33
Thank you :3
Also, lovely Tesla~
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Date: 2010-02-07 01:48 pm (UTC)From:No problem~
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Date: 2010-02-07 01:45 pm (UTC)From:(I'm having a tough time too, but the trick is to stay positive)
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Date: 2010-02-07 01:49 pm (UTC)From:I tried... I really did, but this has been going on for about a week now. It's getting harder.
*hugs*
And I'm utterly stuck on the fic I was dedicating to you... >__>
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Date: 2010-02-07 02:12 pm (UTC)From:lsfdjg YOU WERE DEDICATING A FIC TO ME!?? I...you...*SPARKLES and resists urge to keyboard-smash*
..Can I help you with it? I need to exercise my creativity..
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Date: 2010-02-07 02:21 pm (UTC)From:I haven't been checking the internet much, so I don't know if you've posted anything regarding your problems or not, but I hope everything goes right. *huuuuuuuuuuuuuugs more*
Yaaah :3
Well, since I'm very much blocked on this one, maybe you could give me a pairing and a prompt~? Might help to think of a new plot.
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Date: 2010-02-07 02:38 pm (UTC)From:I just did, actually.
Hmm.. pairing and prompt.. what fandom would you like to write for? XDD
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Date: 2010-02-07 03:19 pm (UTC)From:Ooh, gonna go see.
Ahhh, anything you might know I'm familiar with. xD First thing that comes to mind is Bleach :P
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Date: 2010-02-07 10:34 pm (UTC)From:1. Kurosaki Isshin drops subtle hints to his son that he is a shinigami, but Ichigo, dense as ever, never catches on. (no pairings)
2. During one of Ulquiorra’s meal deliveries in Hueco Mundo, Orihime decides to teach him about a very human aspect called a smile.
3. Yuzu realizes that Ichigo disappears on some nights, and reaches the conclusion that her brother must be a werewolf.
4. Ichigo doesn’t predict the consequences when he gets Rukia a rabbit’s foot keychain.
5. Kisuke wonders how Yoruichi would react as a human if he put catnip into her food, and decides to test this idea.
6. (I love this one) Real-World Fail: Yumichika and Ikkaku attempt to teach Zaraki how to use a real-world vending machine.
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Date: 2010-02-08 12:05 am (UTC)From:I might try all of them, actually. 1, 3, 4 and 6 for sure. xD
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Date: 2010-02-07 02:18 pm (UTC)From:You can always come to me when you're hurting, darling. Even if I can't do anything to make it better, I'll always try. You're my special someone, my best friend in the world and I want to see you happy, and be by your side at all times to help you at the tough times and cherish the good times, too.
You're strong and you can pull through, love. You have me, and you have all of your friends over here, too. We'll be rooting for you.
I'm sorry if my last message upset you :(
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Date: 2010-02-07 03:21 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2010-02-07 04:02 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2010-02-07 09:12 pm (UTC)From:Your icon made me giggle xD <3
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Date: 2010-02-07 05:20 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2010-02-07 09:14 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2010-02-07 07:07 pm (UTC)From:*Distracts* (http://Samiraku.deviantart.com/art/First-Captains-153195308)
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Date: 2010-02-07 09:14 pm (UTC)From:So preeeetty~ *0*
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Date: 2010-02-07 09:22 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2010-02-07 07:51 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2010-02-07 09:15 pm (UTC)From:Hakkai says, D:
Date: 2010-02-08 06:15 am (UTC)From:I hope you didn't think I was ranting before. I really am sorry for everything before. Please let's talk again? ^^ Or you can talk I'll listen?
-sleepywarlord on aim
Re: Hakkai says, D:
Date: 2010-02-08 08:39 am (UTC)From:I did see your message, sorry I didn't reply. Being sick was one of the reasons why I was away from the internet for so long, actually.
I'll be logging on aim again this week. We can talk then. =)
For you~~~~~~~~
Date: 2010-02-08 08:31 am (UTC)From:Hopefully this distracts you because... Yoko Kurama is pretty :)
(Sorry earlier link didn't work). I drew this for ya.
Re: For you~~~~~~~~
Date: 2010-02-08 08:40 am (UTC)From:Thank you!
What a pretty rose! I can't draw roses even if my life depended on it. >.>
I made this as an apology for not always being able to choose my words. I know it doesn't make it ok
Date: 2010-02-08 07:05 pm (UTC)From: