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Feb. 7th, 2010 11:33 am[personal profile] satsu
satsu: (Ouran Kouku - Haruhi)

I'm sick. And pissed. And bored out of my mind.
I can't sleep, I can't eat without making it worse, my mother is in pain and I can't stand that, my brother is never around, my father cares, but is too lazy to actually do something about it.
And my supposedly friends, who are very well aware of all of that above, still whine and cry to me about the dumbest shit EVER and actually expect me to cheer them up and complain that I'm not willing to listen and I don't give constructive criticism like before.
Even more, they question my choice of career because of that.

...Well, FUCK.
Apparently, I'm not entitled to my own pain.
You don't see me crying about every fucking thing, but guess what? I do hurt, too.

The only reason I'm still inside this house is because I don't want to leave my mother alone.

I NEED something to get my mind out of things.





Feel free to ignore. Just venting out.

Date: 2010-02-07 01:45 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] satsu-basu.livejournal.com
*HUGS*
thanks, dear~

Date: 2010-02-07 01:39 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] nendo-chan.livejournal.com
*cuddles*

*and then DISTRACTS*

Date: 2010-02-07 01:46 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] satsu-basu.livejournal.com
*hugs*

AWWWWWWN... I want all of them. *gushes* number 6 and number 3 <33
Thank you :3

Also, lovely Tesla~

Date: 2010-02-07 01:48 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] nendo-chan.livejournal.com
♥♥

No problem~

Date: 2010-02-07 01:45 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] daigranon.livejournal.com
T____T feel better, dear! Pull through!
(I'm having a tough time too, but the trick is to stay positive)

Date: 2010-02-07 01:49 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] satsu-basu.livejournal.com
Thank you ;A;
I tried... I really did, but this has been going on for about a week now. It's getting harder.
*hugs*

And I'm utterly stuck on the fic I was dedicating to you... >__>

Date: 2010-02-07 02:12 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] daigranon.livejournal.com
-hugs- Think about something nice in the near-future. That's what I'm doing now, and it's keeping me sane.


lsfdjg YOU WERE DEDICATING A FIC TO ME!?? I...you...*SPARKLES and resists urge to keyboard-smash*
..Can I help you with it? I need to exercise my creativity..

Date: 2010-02-07 02:21 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] satsu-basu.livejournal.com
I guess I could try that...
I haven't been checking the internet much, so I don't know if you've posted anything regarding your problems or not, but I hope everything goes right. *huuuuuuuuuuuuuugs more*

Yaaah :3
Well, since I'm very much blocked on this one, maybe you could give me a pairing and a prompt~? Might help to think of a new plot.

Date: 2010-02-07 02:38 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] daigranon.livejournal.com
Stitch!icon :)

I just did, actually.

Hmm.. pairing and prompt.. what fandom would you like to write for? XDD

Date: 2010-02-07 03:19 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] satsu-basu.livejournal.com
I.love.Stitch! <3 My cousin was going to bring me a giant plushie Stitch from Japan, but it didn't fit his suitcase >: Mama got me Stitch!colored pencils, tho :3

Ooh, gonna go see.

Ahhh, anything you might know I'm familiar with. xD First thing that comes to mind is Bleach :P

Date: 2010-02-07 10:34 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] daigranon.livejournal.com
YAY!! I'm going to paste a list of bleach prompts I never got to writing -excites excites-

1. Kurosaki Isshin drops subtle hints to his son that he is a shinigami, but Ichigo, dense as ever, never catches on. (no pairings)

2. During one of Ulquiorra’s meal deliveries in Hueco Mundo, Orihime decides to teach him about a very human aspect called a smile.

3. Yuzu realizes that Ichigo disappears on some nights, and reaches the conclusion that her brother must be a werewolf.

4. Ichigo doesn’t predict the consequences when he gets Rukia a rabbit’s foot keychain.

5. Kisuke wonders how Yoruichi would react as a human if he put catnip into her food, and decides to test this idea.


6. (I love this one) Real-World Fail: Yumichika and Ikkaku attempt to teach Zaraki how to use a real-world vending machine.

Date: 2010-02-08 12:05 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] satsu-basu.livejournal.com
LOL. Those are absolutely awesome!
I might try all of them, actually. 1, 3, 4 and 6 for sure. xD

Date: 2010-02-07 02:18 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] margerydaw-s2.livejournal.com
*hugsandlovesforever*

You can always come to me when you're hurting, darling. Even if I can't do anything to make it better, I'll always try. You're my special someone, my best friend in the world and I want to see you happy, and be by your side at all times to help you at the tough times and cherish the good times, too.

You're strong and you can pull through, love. You have me, and you have all of your friends over here, too. We'll be rooting for you.

I'm sorry if my last message upset you :(

Date: 2010-02-07 03:21 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] margerydaw-s2.livejournal.com

Date: 2010-02-07 04:02 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] jamminbison.livejournal.com
*HUGGSSSS* DDD:

Date: 2010-02-07 09:12 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] satsu-basu.livejournal.com
Thank you~ *huuugs*
Your icon made me giggle xD <3

Date: 2010-02-07 05:20 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] bearodactyl.livejournal.com
♥ RP! It always distracts me from the horrors in my life.

Date: 2010-02-07 09:14 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] satsu-basu.livejournal.com
That's a wonderful idea. I'll log onto aim sometime~

Date: 2010-02-07 07:07 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] cmc42.livejournal.com
*HUGS*

*Distracts* (http://Samiraku.deviantart.com/art/First-Captains-153195308)

Date: 2010-02-07 09:14 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] satsu-basu.livejournal.com
Thank you, dear. *huuugs*

So preeeetty~ *0*

Date: 2010-02-07 09:22 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] cmc42.livejournal.com
Talking of pretty: Go look at the cards I linked to on my LJ. Especially Ukitake and Shunsui's ;)

Date: 2010-02-07 07:51 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] fiercepotato.livejournal.com
*huggles you*

Date: 2010-02-07 09:15 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] satsu-basu.livejournal.com
*HUGS* >: Thaaanks.

Hakkai says, D:

Date: 2010-02-08 06:15 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] legomyelfboy.livejournal.com
I'm sorry :( *hugs* When are you on AIM? You can rant to me >< Or we can just talk about stuff... or whatnot.

I hope you didn't think I was ranting before. I really am sorry for everything before. Please let's talk again? ^^ Or you can talk I'll listen?

-sleepywarlord on aim

Re: Hakkai says, D:

Date: 2010-02-08 08:39 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] satsu-basu.livejournal.com
Thank you =)
I did see your message, sorry I didn't reply. Being sick was one of the reasons why I was away from the internet for so long, actually.

I'll be logging on aim again this week. We can talk then. =)

For you~~~~~~~~

Date: 2010-02-08 08:31 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] legomyelfboy.livejournal.com


Hopefully this distracts you because... Yoko Kurama is pretty :)

(Sorry earlier link didn't work). I drew this for ya.

Re: For you~~~~~~~~

Date: 2010-02-08 08:40 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] satsu-basu.livejournal.com
Awwww! It's lovely =)
Thank you!

What a pretty rose! I can't draw roses even if my life depended on it. >.>
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